Connie McKenna shared this and i thought it was wonderful

And I said to the man who stood at the gate of the year: “Give me a light that I may tread safely into the unknown.”
And he replied: “Go out into the darkness and put your hand into the Hand of God. That shall be to you better than a light and safer than a known way.”

King George VI

My friends had babies yesterday, two beautiful baby girls, twins, gorgeous little lives. 

While i am so happy and overjoyed for them, seeing photos of their tiny little forms made me cry, because it brought sorrow for the baby i will never hold, the baby i lost that i will never kiss, it breaks my heart even though my heart breaks with joy for them.

life is too hard.

You have no idea how blessed i am.

There are friends, there are colleagues and there are the ones that make it possible to get up and go on fighting every single day.

If you are any of those, i feel blessed to have you in my life.

And if you are my pack, my heart or my Orlando family, i owe my life to you.